It's really weird for my to think that in 16 now, just thinking that I've keeped on livening even with days when I didn't what to keep feeling all the nigative feels or just couldn't take getting out of bed and going any where because of them, even tho I still feel negative on shitty day I still go out of my why to make my self happy which I wish I did before, just seeing how far I've gotten from treating myself like shit to slowly not treating myself like that for the most part by myself but with a little help from other people some time. I know it's going to take longer to stop any negative feeling/thoughts that I don't want but I know one way or another I'll get past it. I'm glad that I have meet people who one why or another have somewhat changed my life, even if they left me or forgotten me, I'm still glad I had them in my life at one point no matter what and if you're one of them, thank you so fucking much, you have no idea how much it means to me.
(And I still hate typing on my phone. 😠)